Mar 27, 2007

spc: hung up


this weeks self-portrait shows
how i have been feeling:
on display.

testing, and the preparation to get there,
stresses a teacher out.
our test scores are published
in the local paper and
available on the internet for all to see
and compared to other state schools.
these numbers threaten the future of our school;
threaten my career.

my school only has one third grade class.
my shorties' scores are not combined
with any other class.
we are solo.
we are on our own.

however, our scores don't show
how well my children can write haikus
and work out a math problem with a partner.
the test doesn't measure how late a child had
to stay up to take care of a very sick grandmother/guardian.
they don't care if a cousin or father or mother
was shot as they walked to their car the day before.
the numbers don't show the fatigue of a child
who has no bedtime, or no bed for that matter.

the shorties are timed, stressed out and under pressure.
i don't know about you,
but when i am under pressure and have a deadline
i talk to my friends and colleagues to help me.
i bounce ideas off of others so that i can
think clearly and rationally.

state testing need to be re-thought.
education, as an institution, needs to remember
that it is about the children,
period,
instead of always trying to make the grownups look good.

shame on the tall-ees.


for this weeks online-enhancement, i used the cool dumpr site.
check out more groovy mugs here at the
self portrait challenge site.

16 comments:

  1. As an ex-teacher, not only did I appreciate every line of this.. I thought it was beautifully written.. the picture was literally just the icing on top.

    I'm sorry for the stress. I don't have to reiterate what you already know about teachers being underappreciated... by MOST people.

    Blessings to you for being one of the good guys.

    xoxoxo

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  2. It is just so sad when good teachers like you feel the pressure. You know you are doing what is best for your shorties but you also know they may never reach the unrealistic goal the government has set for them. No wonder the drop out rate is growing again.

    ((hugs)) from a fellow teacher. Keep fighting the good fight.

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  3. I love everything about this post, miss kathleen.
    I am amazed that kids are actually tested that young there at all!... and sympathise with how stressing it must be to have to be the one playing the balancing act of being educator, helper, supporter, cheerleader, inspiration, guide and role-model all rolled into one lovely teacher: you.
    Good luck with your shorties... and the bell-y too :)
    Vx

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  4. your writing is just so incredible, miss kathleen. every time i come here i am almost moved to tears.

    good luck with this test. i will be thinking of you (and you're not alone in thinking that state testing is just not good.)

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  5. You amaze me. I can feel the weight of the pressure being placed on you. You have so eloquently revealed the bigger picture here - the individual lives and circumstances overlooked by a generic standardized test. I wrote a paper about this very thing - how important it is for children to make connections and discover the relevance in what they learn. I agree that these lessons cannot be calculated on a standardized test. Hang in there sweet friend.

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  6. I HATE the testing...and I'm not even a teacher. There's SO much pressure...out here, too. It's all about the scores. And in an academically snobby university town like this, even more so, I think (do they care about that stuff). Maybe one of these days we'll figure out how to test for character...since that's what really matters in life...

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  7. the testing, arrrr. it is all too much.
    i'll be thinking of you and your class- sending thoughts of peace, clarity, and rest.
    my heart sinks for the kiddies with no bed time or bed.

    your portrait is superb, i love the curly ribbons.

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  8. This is all so true. There's a lot of hope in your picture though...that can make it all worthwhile at the end of a long day...

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  9. shame indeed.

    My mom used to let the kids sleep in her class when she knew they needed it... knowing that this was probably one of the only safe places for them to find rest.

    She would say similar things as you have in this post, the tests don't show what the kids can really do, or who they really are.

    NCLB, thhhpppppp

    find your peace of ming, find your hopes, find your faith... and the shorties will follow.

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  10. Love the self portrait!
    You are spot on about state testing. I have friends who are teachers and they tell me most of the year is spent teaching the kids how to pass the test. I really admire your love and commitment to the shorties.

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  11. love the way you write, jude.

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  12. This is my first time by here and I just want to say I'm sorry about the evil testing. My MIL has to test non-English speakers in elementary and it makes her (us) so angry. Let's hope a new administration is in our future and this craziness stops.

    Your photos are beautiful, BTW! Take care...

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  13. hear, hear.

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  14. I mentioned this post at dinner last night and we drank a toast to Ms. K.

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  15. thank god for teachers like you. the educational system beat the life out of me before i taught a day. a teacher with kids as their priority is rare and hard to be thanks for your efforts. great spc too!

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  16. holy smartypants! you always get me thinking. your words have power, let me tell you.

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