Aug 22, 2006

spc: these feet were made fer walkin'


this month's self-portrait challenge is about enclosed spaces.
(marigoldie, click here.)

aging is like being in a small space.

i keep saying "i am forty"
to make it real.
cuz i feel like i am
way behind in maturity
in comparison to where
i am "supposed to be".

so...i sat, looking at my dirty, dusty feet
while at the philly folk festival.
and thought of all the places
they have taken me over the years.
taking my first steps.
pedaling my first two-wheeler.
walking to my first day of kindergarten
and home with my brother.
countless teen dances where i
kissed a boy for the first time.
wearing character shoes for all
of the plays and shows i performed in.
years of working in retail, standing for hours.
bar-hopping in my twenties.
sailing for the first time
(and almost barfing) to catalina
with my big brother.
waiting tables to get through school.
walking everywhere for the five years that i didn't own a car.
running. running. running.
jumping rope with the shorties.
walking down the aisle at my wedding to
marry the most wonderful-man-in-the-world.
standing all day in a classroom.
camping and hiking
and biking and photographing
and marching and skipping
and twirling
and
and
and...

these feet are going to take me through the next half of my life.
and that half is going to rock even more than the first.

15 comments:

  1. I'm thrilled to have my own personal K-TOTS Self-p. I dig them Chacos! This is a great post and such a fitting way to celebrate. XO to you.

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  2. Our feet sure do take us everywhere, don't they? Happy Birthday!

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  3. Love the feet! What a great way to sum up life. Birthday love to you!

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  4. Happy belated birthday, Kathleen! Now you can start looking forward to 50!

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  5. You just keep marching on your bad self! Happy B-day sweet girl!

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  6. Happy birthday Ms. Kathleen.

    keep your toenails purdy and your feet durdy... smile and laugh and keep on movin'...

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  7. I love your attitude.
    I love your words.
    I love that your toes look like candy coated Good & Plenty's!
    Happy Late Birthday!!!
    p.s. thanks for your comment on my page...it really means a ton to me!

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  8. Happy, happy birthday! I'm just thinking about all those shoes you've had along the way!

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  9. Happy Birthday to you and your lovely feet! Age is so meaningless.You have a young spirit! I'll will be turning 45 and will becaome a grandmother this year, yet I still feel 25.....I see that as a good thing.

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  10. Hey, mama, Happy Birthday (on my birthday!) I just didn't expect 39 or 40 to feel this . . .young. Oh swellie.

    Hope you had a great one. I loved toggling between bare feet and sandled feet. I entertained myself for a while with that. . .Wait, is that the onslaught of senility?

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  11. happy HAPPY birthday, girlie! rock it, you will. I have no doubt! I loooooove this perspective, this shot of your feet. I love it. and I love that I have found you in this crazy blog world, my friend.

    happeeeeeeeee BIRTHDAY! XO

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  12. mad props to you!
    happy birthday!

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  13. marigoldie...hee..k-tots. you crack me up. fer serious.

    nicole. yup. they do! (with luck!) thanks for stopping by! : )

    emily...i am feeling the love, girl.

    paddy...jeez...sigh...

    aunt kathi...like aunt like niece.

    nessie and abby, i had a pedicure the day before i left. lol. pretty silly. but my toes DO look pretty good in all that dirt! hee!

    shelley...shhhhh...don't tell anybody...

    tricia...i will take your lead, groovy mama!

    madness...hee...i am glad i kept you entertained for a few moments. lol. we are so gonna rock out in our future years!

    andrea. backatcha'

    kristine...m-wah. thank you dear lady.

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  14. I love, love, LOVE that you used your feet to summarize the first half of your life! :)

    P.S. You have a mention in my latest post...can't imagine you're the kind of teacher my niece has right now...

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  15. What a great post and a wonderful perspective on how your feet have gotten you to your beautiful 40 y.o. self. As I approach 42 on 9-15, I can't believe I'm considered an adult and yet, I love where I am.

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