hairy eyeball

i've been really taking a good, hard look at myself lately.
in a life-goes-by-really-fast,
am-i-being-true-to-myself,
i-want-to-make-a-difference,
be-happy,
and live-a-long-healthy-life-so-i-can-see-my-grandchildren
kind of look.

that is a lot of lookin'.