lessons

this week has been an ongoing

excercise in how to take deep breaths 

and let go.

let go of what you cannot control.

sounds good, yes?

but i am here to tell you that it is h.a.r.d.

my to-do list fills every second.

speaking in full sentences is a workout.

things have been falling through the cracks.

girl...you said you would blog every day this month!

i have never been so out of control.

ever.

so. today...

i didn't freak out.

it really doesn't help anyway.

i let it all go into the universe.

i ate some chocolate.

i sang.

i threw a few downward dogs in there.

and

it

worked.

and you know what?

i am still here.

alive.

and ok.

tomorrow is a huge day

that will guide my future

as an artist.

any and all good energy

and prayers

are welcome

please

and thank you.