self-portrait tuesday 11/29

november challenge: identity

if all goes well,
soon i will change.
physically and emotionally.
i will no longer be singular
as a being.
i hope.
i keep thinking about how different
everything will be
will i be a good mother?
will i lose myself?
something that i have wanted so much
may be about to happen.
i am
terrified and
ecstatic
all at once.
i am also bracing
myself
in case i remain
singular
in being.